February 2012
Can I just get a heart-ectomy please
Thanks
It’s been so long since I’ve been in school, I haven’t had to write an essay in years. I’ve forgotten how to start one :\
Anyway, I’m going back to school in the fall and the fucking application requires an essay about “exceptional hardship.” Blech.
So first, I want to say that I think it’s super amazing that there are people in life that see you’re upset and will go out of their way to make you feel better. Typically I’m not in need of that kind of assistance but I’m incredibly happy that I have those kind of people in my life, and even on the internet. Thank you.
I made the adult decision to break up with my...
It's done.
Certainty I can handle...
… It’s the deliberation that will surely kill me.
I’m really unhappy right now. I am trying to make some difficult adult decisions to remedy that, but there’s nothing I can do in the meantime. The deliberation, the helplessness… The anxiety I haven’t felt in years has somehow wormed its way in and is changing me into someone I am afraid is who I really am at...
everyone is so eager to tell, but no one is...
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I’ve decided I need to start blogging more. My thoughts are eating away at me. They’re racing through my brain, travelling through chills down my spine, eventually settling and burning in the pit of my stomach.
I have to say something to someone, or I’ll internalize my crazy thoughts and lose the emotional stability I’ve worked so hard to create.
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-ryan replied to your post: Hah. Yeah. I played once as male shep, with Kaidan still alive, once as fem-shep with Ashley, and then once as a custom male shep, again with Kaidan. Aha.
I’M GOING TO HAVE LIKE 4 SAVES. One with Kaidan, one with Joker (he better be a romance option!) and one with James and one with Garrus lmao.
You are fucking coo coo bananas if you think Joker’s brittle bones...
-ryan asked: Hah. Yeah. I played once as male shep, with Kaidan still alive, once as fem-shep with Ashley, and then once as a custom male shep, again with Kaidan. Aha.
“Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person...”
– Dr. Joyce Brothers (via astoldbytanner)
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Higher highs, lower lows.
A heavy weight on my chest sinks deeper and deeper every day. I feel as though I am struggling against the inevitable, but am terrified to embrace it. It’s obviously foolish to choose serenity now for madness later, but I can’t bring myself to accept my fate.
I am so, so sad right now.
“Then you want to blame “environmental features” like convenient fast foods and...”
– fit/izen, discussing obesity and food deserts (via balloonsthenanimals)
theskankbank:
Dear Followers,
I just wanted to say that I have some pretty amazing followers. I almost always get some of the nicest messages on here, and I’ve made a few e-friends because of it (omg that sounds weird but whatever). Anyways, thanks everyone! I love y’all.
Love, A Huge Homo
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This is pornish. You have been warned. →
NSFW wow from “this is where the porn goes”
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Am I naive?
This is not about me, but a conversation i had with someone the other day.
I would prefer not to play games in relationships. I realize that relationships are a tango; there’s push and pull and the more unavailable one person is, the more the other tries to get their attention. I don’t want to do that! If I love you or want to spend time with you, I’m going to be consistent in...
I find it so sad when people are not comfortable enough with their sexuality/sexual preference that they repress it their entire life. I wish that things were better or easier for you and that you could be free.
I wish I could remember the name of this book I read as a kid, it was about an abused woman who gained powers and changed her eye color and kept piranhas as pets and loved roses. Ughhhhhh
chadleymacguff:
Lucky Twice - I’m so Lucky...
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“What if you went to heaven and God meets you and says, “Hey, welcome to...”
– Daniel Tosh, Completely Serious
January 2012
Two deer walk out of a gay bar. One turns and says...
Update
I never have a spare moment to just sit down and organize my thoughts to blog form so I haven’t really posted anything here in a while. For those of you who are interested, here’s an update to my life.
I’m still dating John, he’s still really, really great. Last night his brother and I played Gears of War 3 while high and it was really intense. I got a raise at work and...
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